This was one of my very first posts. It seems so long ago. It’s also more relevant today than it was then. It seems like the right time to re-read this math.
It is about time that we finally face this question, isn’t it? Shit and fan have already collided and the only unknown at this point is whether or not the splatter which covers everything will leave even the tiniest space to squeeze through or to make camp in. The few who try to speak about the issue are exactly that: too few and perhaps they have lost faith in the rest of us to do anything at all, even though they can clearly see what is happening and they are trying to do the right thing by following the natural, human instinct to DO something .
Our generation stands of the brink of the next, the biggest and very possibly the most important change in the human condition, ever. This is the first time in our collective history where all of us know where all of us are and how to communicate with any one of us. In spite of the bitter taste in our mouths which is the by-product of what we have done to ourselves, we are also waking up to something totally new and it is good and sweet. We all carry with us this new sense of us – the real us: all 6.8 billion of us give or take, not the very old and tired version of “us” based on political boundaries. If a sentence, an idea or even thinking includes an “us’ and a “them”, then that isn’t the real “us” because there is no “them”. We are all we have and we have such an incredible opportunity to restructure what we do and what we think we know into something that works, if we really want to. It is incomprehensible to look out upon our world and see almost everyone doing NOTHING about the only thing that really matters; the tiny speck of time that we are here, alive and human. The machinery that runs the day-to-day life of humanity fell apart completely and yet we don’t even ponder the significance of the moment. We simply watch everything that we think we know crumble around us and do what? Wait to see what happens? Hope that someone will figure out a way to fix the world that we created and which shatters our very humanity but which we refuse to let go of? There are enormous pockets of people everywhere who are angry, or terrified, or depressed or just plain lost, and not a one of us can spark a conversation which contemplates something different? Is it because what we are angry about is that “I never got my turn to enjoy money and success?” Is the thought that we might actually become inspired to do something new which would do away with money as we know it what terrifies us? Could it be that what we are depressed about is the harsh reality that nothing we’ve ever come up with to run our world has ever worked and even though we know better we can’t help but to covet money, because it’s all we know? Finally, are we lost because we don’t know how to let go of our addiction to the concept of money and wealth and what it allows for us to do: purchase other people’s envy and impose our will on those around us. Is that it? It this the best we got? Are we going to let everything that we are and have been and might possibly be, simply fade away into nothingness? Have we become that weak and lazy and complacent and full of ourselves and so idiotic? Have we become a world of pussies? If that’s what we want, that’s what we’ll get, unless we choose something different.
I think that we can do better and I REALLY WANT for us to have that chance. That’s a start.
So what do you really want?